30 DAY CHALLENGE: Day 5, Your biggest fear
This is quite challenging..
My biggest fear is being judged.. idk it puts me into so much stress when people judge me even if it’s positive.. it gives me this uneasy feeling getting compliments cus im not sure if they’re lying to make me feel better or telling me the truth, and it puts me into a lot of stress cus it’s making me think and i can’t settle unless i find out.. and don’t get me started with the negative ones.. it depresses me a lot when people judge me without even getting to know me.. BUT it even hurts more when people i know and people i trust are the people to judge me negatively. sadly this happened to me so many times and has hurt me a lot and now i fear being judged.. I usually believe in “Reverse Psychology” whereas painful memories will give a positive outcome but apparently it did not worked in this situation though i will try my very very very best to overcome this but who am i kidding being judged is a part of life -___-
but if there’s one thing i learned from my niggas is that people will judge you whether you’re doing bad or good.. life would be happier if you ignore the ignorant and just enjoy yourself with what you have right now.. so yeah I’m sticking through that thought and will tryna live a happier life :)